Ugh!! there is no other way to put it. The surgeon told me on Tuesday that the biopsy of the lump that has appeared on the incision at the back of my left armpit has come back as "Trouble". Ugh!!Wednesday, I will have my regular 3 week appointment with my medical oncologist. The plan is that with his stamp of approval I will be having an MRI this week and surgery the following week. I really want to get this lump removed. However, I will follow the advice of my doctors.
Life is Good! and I want to be alive and so I will continue treatment and hope for the day when I can walk away from this.
Panic with cancer diagnosis is normal. However, I must be getting desensitized because I am not feeling the same feeling of panic and dismay that I had felt with my previous diagnosis.
I have accepted that God is in control so somehow, even though I do not understand, this is a part of His plan. I have nothing to fear. God is love and wants the best for everyone.
"Hope deferred makes the heart sick,
But when the desire comes, it is a tree of life." Proverbs 13:12
I am very hopeful and know that God has put me in good hands. I am praying that He help my doctors decide the best course of action for me. This might be asking for too much, but I am also praying that when the surgeon comes to do surgery that there is nothing there! That's correct ... it is gone!
Right now, I am hoping for 30 or 40 more really good years. All is well. God is in control.
May God bless you.
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